Thursday, December 29, 2005

it's 02.18 am on a thursday morning.
i've finally understood wat the phrase/sentence watever "A picture speaks a thousand words" mean. Just one simple picture can tell so much, If only you would take the time to search deeper in meaning. Take for example this picture i got from gettyimages. :

See this pic? it's blue, cold. From this picture I see loneliness, solitude and sadness. It also looks like a dream. Not real. Fictional.

Anyway, that's how I see this picture.

To say that this is exactly how I am feeling right now would be too much and not as appropiate. No one would understand anyway.

God does.

The reason why I am staying up so late is actually to complete my science report. But i don't think i'll be able to by today, if i keep getting distracted like this.

At 3am in the morning, only about 3 people are online.

gotta finish writing my report. ><

pig.

brendA. out
@ |2:25 AM|
Monday, December 26, 2005

ppl keep sending me this tickle test lah!
so i decided to try it,


Yellow !
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

http://web.tickle.com/color/result.jsp

brendA. out
@ |4:32 PM|
Wednesday, December 21, 2005

SCIENCE is due second week of school.
I can't imagine going back to school and starting a WHOLE NEW YEAR.
like in sec one.
i hate school.

i hope maybe i can get into 2/3. if all my frens are there. i don't like my this year class. i dunno how im gonna survive another WHOLE YEAR. oh well. i guess i would. i did this year.

i don't know wat's my rank in the whole Sec 1 level. im probably between 11 and 24 cuz huixin ranked 11 and gloria rank 24 and she said i couldn't be lower than her.

$750!??!?! for the scholarship??? i hope i get $750. so weird. im talking in paragraphs. sorta.

GAAAH! SCIENCE HW! i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

less than two weeeks to complete. most probably can't complete it before Christmas. i haven't even written christmas cards yet!

well this is how i feel. full-stop. full-stop. full-stop.









I HATE HOMEWORKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

brendA. out
@ |9:27 PM|
Thursday, December 08, 2005

oh nooooooooo!! youth camp is OVERRR!! im missing it already lah.
oh man, so sad. so fun lah! ))))))): aaaaaaahh! why isit soo short!? i dunno wat to do now. i have loads and loads and loads of homework. i have next week to complete them..and now it's like quite enough time but i drag and drag then no time so CANNOT drag lah. hiyoh.. i miss yiling! hahha she's going away.. bleeeah..gah i want youth camp! i dunno wat to do now lah. my head is all weird. I WANT YOUTH CAMP!! anyway..i noe wat to do for the next few days. we're going malaysia to get WOOD. haha yar, so come back do homework.

okay i dunno wat to say now.

brendA. out
@ |8:24 PM|
Friday, December 02, 2005

To do list :

Read 1 english book, 1 science book.
Complete 3 english book reviews & 1 science book review.
Complete evil science ppt.
Finish reading chinese holiday assignment book.
Do 3 bookmarks that has something to do with the chinese story.
Do many many zuo wens. [AHH! I LOST MY CHINESE ASSIGNMENT SHEET!!]

Order Sec 2 books through internet by 6 Dec.
Hand in library books by 8 Dec.
Try NOT to go for youth camp because I have too much things to complete.
Decide whether or not to stay over during youth camp.
Go for youth camp on 5 Dec .
Worry abt uncompleted homework.
FREAK OUT!!!

brendA. out
@ |12:19 AM|