Thursday, September 29, 2005

oh man! RAIN is shoo shuai! haha i bought his CD. but it's all in Korean. i dunno how im gonna understand it. but the music video ones are quite nice. the songs i mean.

haha i went to Ginza that shop downstairs. got LOTS of CDs there lah! all quite cheap. not pirated ones lah. i think cuz they don't have to pay a whole lot of rental fee. cuz it's not a shop shop. just a set-up shop. yea. haha lots and lots of different CDs there! i think today is the last day. so if want to buy all the popular singer's albums must gooo!! really aloot lah. i have F.I.R, Ocean Ou De Yang, and RAIN and the laoshu ai da mi~ mouse loves rice. watever, andd a Cai chun jia, Joi one! (: my sister worst lah. so many english CDs. and i THINK chinese CDs are better than english ones cuz english ones got lotsa bad words and stuff and the music also not that nice. in my opinion lah.

having english exams tml! but not really anything to be worried about lah. yup. then after that gonna stay back to study science with EMILY the strange a.k.a Chong Hui Xin a.k.a Hui². yay! i really should start studying. im really gonna get super low lah. so much to study for. but the recent test marks are quite okay lah. not really up to standard/target but never fail lah! haha. cuz for the science physics test quite a number of ppl in sec one level failed..yar..

wat to bring tml huh? dunno if got assembly annot. wahahah! IH i got A1, A1,A1,A1,A1,A1,A2. for my common tests and pop quizes. waaaaaahh. got one A2 lah! oh yea! the good thing about tml is that there's NO PE.! yay! no need to go under the HOT sun! and get tanned! whoot! im already black enough.

hrmm..i borrowed the turn left, turn right picture book from the school library! i didn't know there was such a book lah! by Jimmy Liao i think. there's his website here: http://www.jimmyspa.com/
my bro got me the turn left, turn right CD for my bdae last year, but i lost it!! ))): so sad lah. left it in the malaysia hotel there. cuz i thought my dad helped me to pack into the casing already, but only the second disc!! ohnoo.. i wanna get it again. dun think at Ginza got. quite long ago that movie already.

oh noo! i ate mcdonald's TWICE this week! all the TRANS-FATS! gah! at Sakuraya they sell japanese sweets! heh! so i bought the sugar one. kinda ex lah. but japanese sweets all liddat one. at Ginza Plaza. heh.

Rain is sosoooooooosososos cute haha. but it's just an infatuation anyway. so im not crazy or anything. yup. Hazi said she hates macho guys. bah! haha anyway. i haven't eaten dinner! i remember that there's sumthing on at 7 pm. but i forgot wat. must be a nice show that i missed yesterday. dunno if today still have, like if it's a drama serial or sumthing. my sweets are running out!! they're so nice. haha. i love Gelatos too! u can get them at Isetan that basement there or at Pasir Panjang above the cold storage near Har Par Villa. i lived around there last time. i miss that place. i left when i was abt p1 i think. so sad ): there was one jiejie below my apartment that i didn't really know lah. last time very small. but i always went to her room and go look at her paper cranes. so nice. she kept making them. i forget who she is already..)):
but everytime i think of her i think of Siding. haha. i think she was abt her age now. i think she's married already. (:

my sis is bugging me for the sugar sweets. i bet she's gonna threaten me soon. im gonna check that 7 pm show out. and eat dinner, and do maths. (:

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

qi yue qi ri qing
by: xu hui xin, evonne


shuo le zai jian shi fou jiu neng bu zai xiang nian
shuo le bao qian shi fou jiu neng li jie le yi qie
yan lei dai ti ni qin wen wo de lian
wo de shi jie hu ran bing tian bai xue

wu zhi zhi jian hai can liu ni de zuo tian
yi pian yi pian zen me pin tie wan quan

qi yue qi ri qing
hu ran xia qi le da xue
bu gan zheng kai yan
xi wang shi wo de huan jue
wo zhan zai di qiu bian
yan zheng zheng kan zhe xue
fu gai ni lai de na tiao jie

qi yue qi ri qing
hei ye hu ran bian bai tian
wo shi qu zhi jue
kan jian xiang ai de ji xian
wo wang zhe di ping xian
tian kong wu ji wu bian
ting bu jian ni dao bie

eeeee! this song's so nicee.
im listening to it now and not reading through my history wb. that has all the short questions and source-based questions in there.
if i somehow put the song on my blog isit will like dunno wat bandwidth thingy on my server or sumthing liddat. until the com blows up or sumthing?
STUDY! bah! ><

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gah! must study. ih test!! but it's SO unfair. my IH teacher only told us abt the volcanoes as a natural disaster which is considered an internal threat and therefore is tested in the History test TODAY! and she said she and the other teacher have decided to be kinder and tell us abt the volcanoes. but the other class knew abt it last week! gah! i bet she forgot to tell us or sumthing. anyway. i also never study. bwahahha. but it's just unfair.

oh yeah! we did the play just noww. whoopeeeeeee. didn't go VERY well lah. not as good as the practises is guess..cuz like practises are more fun and stuff...so we're more ourselves. i forgot to bring the digi-cam! oh shucks. i just remembered. i could've used my dad's old one! i forgot he bought a new one lah! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i mean this is the last time doing the playyyy. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. im Mrs. Smith by the way. and for some unknown reason, stella goh keeps calling me mother. ah well. im not as old as i look in my mdm. yow outfit. anyway.

im BLAAAAAACKk!! how could the sun on Sunday and maybe plus the friday one make me SOOO black lah!! so i started using my new bottle of silkpro shower foam thingy. cuz the mulberry essence is said to be a natural whitening agent. but i don't see my skin illuminating now. and i don't think my new tube of facial cleanser is working as well. my face is just as black. the previous one was better. i used it for 1 whole year. now it's dead. so sad.

okay why am i talking abt all this rubbish? haha. exams are cominggg and im tryingggg reeeal hard to study. and not paly too much com. unlike now. i was listening to two songs! ahha aand singing singing singing. bwhahahaa.

i got the ballet concert VCD! anyone wanna watch?? i haven't watched it yet. too busy "studying". blah. okay better go back to my volcanoes and the pacific ring of fire yups. volcanoes are easier to memorise then internal/external threats. maybe i should take geog next time. but hist. ish interesting too!

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

heh. never update for ten days! bah! haha anyway..even with all the exams coming and everything, im just not studying. it's like i WANT to study but i don't FEEL like studying. bah! so right now im trying to at least study for the upcoming IH test. but just thinking of all the science chapters and maths and IH chapters makes me don't wanna study.

i went to Claudia's house yesterday so i can at least study something. like i'll get motivated to something if i studied with a fren. but i think we played more than we studied. haha cuz she has a dog. and it's kinda freaky. anyway,, her sis was there too and we just kept laughing and stuff. and i tried on her long white skirt for some dance thingy haha annd we dance the chacha. so weird lah! bah! must try to study! must try to study! must try to study! must try to study!

and also cuz like, we must live for God and so must study for Him. and not the grades or anything but im still not motivated to study and stuff..well yup

im gonna try to reeeally study. cuz i also dun wanna fail my subjects. there's less there two weeks to the exams already.

whee! tml have sports after church again. heh. dunno whether i should be happy or sad. cuz yesterday had PE. and we had to stay under the SUPER hot sun for badminton. bah! but thank God he sent to clouds to cover the sun for the most part of the PE lesson (: but i still got a bit dark. noooooooooo.. so i dun wanna get dark some more tml.

oh no! on thursday, had higher mother tongue lesson lah! then cuz we were practising the plays at the music room, we were let out late by Ms Ying. and so the lao shi is considering on giving us a demerit point. the 1e4 HMT girls. for truancy! but it's not like we DID play truant lah!!! we were only late. if he DOES give us a demerit point for truancy, it'll be SO unfair.
and it would be disastrous. it could affect my whole sec skool life and i may not be able to get a job next timee!! gah! cuz it'll be on my record FOREVER. and good thing i didn't get booked by that nice prefect for my uncut nails. if i did, it would be worst. must remember to cut nails! must remember to cut nails!

okaay. i think we're gonna eat crab later. yay! ah well. better go open my tbk now.

oh yes. fishie fishie thing is so nice!!! it's selling at the printing shop in our skool for 15 cents per packet! Aahhaa! it's like drugs lah. but it gave me a sore throat. bah. but it's still nice. yay!

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Friday, September 16, 2005

bahH! almost 9! gonne watch the 9 pm drama. yay!
haha then today can stay up to watch the aeroplane show! aka. Triumph in the Skies. heheh..it's actually "Cong Shan Yun Xiao." but ahha can't copy and paste the chinese name. anyway. it's about this aoreplane ppl. yar. really cool! ahh! i love the show man.
Mr. Low, our Bio. teacher, actually got accepted to be a pilot lah! i mean he passed the test. ahh! but he didn't go be one. BLAHHH! if not can be like the yichen from the aeroplane show! they look alike somemore haha. just kidding. anyway this is the website!
http://tvcity.tvb.com/drama/triumphintheskies/story/index.html
and i found the webby with ALL the TVBS dramas sstuff: http://tvcity.tvb.com/
okayokayokay! 9 pm already! im missing my showww!! grrr!! CYA! oh yar i found this really foound pirate gamee...

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

no wonder girls like shopping so much! it's so FUN! (((: even IKEA ish so fun. i went there after me and my mum went around the florists looking for the cheapest lilies ((: haha at the caldecott(sp?) hill there. and my mum drove past it twice to see if there was any famous person haha. and there was this " Tall handsome guy over there" but he got into a taxi already. so dunno if he was a celeb or not.
anyway. IKEA was funfunfun. i bought CANDLES! and the dangly thingy to hand on the door frame and then can walk through it like got wind liddat. hahaha if u could understand wat i said. hah! and bought strawberry shoelaces too! bwahahha and the counter person was sumeone from st.margs as well. cuz i was wearing my skool uni and that aunty said: " nian yi ah?" then i nodded my head and she said that person next to her was my " shi jie" which means senior lah. and when i looked at the girl next to her, her fringe covered her whole face :\ bwahaha anyway.
came back at about 6 30 pm..i had swedish meatballs at IKEA! hahaha but couldn't finish. left one only.
yup. ooOO! 8 o'clock show! on channel 55 ((:
im kinda crazy about the hongkong dramas these days. actually i was crazy about them alrady last time. but not so crazy and excited like now. they are showing the korean drama Full House! ahhh! Rain is acting in there. im crazy about him too. not. okay ahha but im looking forward to the next episode which is on saturday!!!! bah! once a week ONLY. but now have new hongkong dramas starting. i mean started already. so im so crazy about it. and there's a repeat of the aeroplane show! i LOVE that show kae! but it's at 10 pm. so the past few days i have been catching one episode of it. cuz they show two epi.s at once at 10 pm slots. so yea. but the first epi ends at 10.45pm haha so yar. stay up to watch tv! hehehehee. which is BAD. yup. and i also like loads of others! wheee,,
had my chinese oral today. which wasn't SO bad lah. except for the dumb passage. i read it before some where lah! either in class or at tuition. BAH! but anyway kept stumbling over the words! grrrrrrr. blah! but the convo part was quite okay. apart from me keep saying YA! ya! ya! cuz the qs. was on frens like in sec skool. and cuz i already knew how to answer that question. so it was easy. yup and cuz i told it quite a few times to my closer frens so it was like speaking very naturaly, sort of? except in chinese (: hahaha. yup im gonna watch tv nowwww! (:
shucks. hope my dad doesn't ask me to go study. booo. im outa here.

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Friday, September 09, 2005

finally went for the heritage walk today. sheesh. the sun was kinda bad at first but then after that wasn't so bad already haha wwent to sushi don for lunch at funnan the IT mall and there was this weird sissy guy. :\ who wore make up and his hair was super weird lah! i think he was some superior waiter guy. haha yup here are the photos:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2120921169

today don't have ballet. until next week, monday. bleahh then have to start on the grade 6 syllabus already. i think can't complete it in time for the exams next year. it IS possible to do it in one year but 'coz of the concert and everything so i think have to do extra year. bah! waste more money lah! evilllll...if complete in one year then don't have to spend somemore money for the second yeaar. and waste another year too. im growing old. did i mention my beautiful swan tutu is RUINED!?!?! i think it was my little bro who cut it but the threads don't look like it was cuted. anyway. how else would it have gotten damaged. so now the front flops over cuz it isn't supported. so sad ): can't use it anymore.

bah! it's the last day of hols and i still haven't really completed my hw! still got bits and pieces not done yet. other then my heritage walk thingy of course. well... need sumthing to drink bah! seeya.

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

blah! so xian. stay at home. im too lazy to do all my hw. got lit and maths. and history! bahh! must study also..exams coming upp...

wheeee! ballet concert was SUPERRRRR fun!! it was really really really really funnn...but then during the shows had to rush and rush and rush. cuz must change in and change out and change into my swan costume! for first finale and second finale. and only have like less than 5 mins to change. yup. so on sunday we got smarter. thanks to Christina and Marianne for letting us change in their dressing room which was just next to the stage! heh ((: yep. really really fun. i wish i had the digi-camera with me but my bro took it to japan.. so saad. so now have to ask others to send me the photos! :
the Cats and Bunnies were SOO cutee! and there was this cat who looked like anna belle lah! and she kept walking/ crawling round and round me. ((: ahh! i think her name was gwen.. didn't get to take a pic with her! when will the next concert be?! im so looking forward to it. if there IS one.

Splash! sponsered the shiny make-up stuff and were selling it downstairs at the lobby. should've bought more! so cheap! $5 for dancers!! all the shiny lipgloss ((: *hop hop hop* heh. yups. thanks to miao ying for sending me all those pics!

yep. so now is the holidays and i was planning on going through my tbks and stuff but im super super lazyy so bah. i feel bad. i mean like i want to study but i don't feel like studying. -.-
wat to doo... im so gonna do bad for my end-of-year exams lah. i've also run out of things to do on the com that's why it feels like posting on the blog is sooo like, at least im doing something.

i really really really want to have another of the concert thingy. it's like on saturday it was just a warm up performance and then the next day was better i guess. cuz my mum said sunday's show was much more enjoyable, with everyone smiling and everything. except miss Veron i think..always never smile :\ bahh! im gonna TRY to start on my Lit. essay. booo. and TRY to do dumb source-based questions. booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. and look through my science tbk.

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Friday, September 02, 2005

great. they left for FG without me. ): but just as well, was feeling kinda sick after swans rehearsal..and to make it worst, when i went out of the building, ppl were smoking. ALOT. sheesh. hey!mummy's back! maybe she can send me. tml's the concert already. so brought back the swan tutu! hahah! BIG tutu. hrmmm...anyway. those idiots who were smoking. hate them. i couldn't breathe lah! and when they were gone i tot it was over already, but some staff from pizza hut came out to smoke -.- so anyway. went back into the building. and waited. and waited. until 7.45pm when my dad came. and he kept asking me abt my tutu. ugh. like. OOooOOoOoO wat's this??? isit to wear on ur HEAD? and i was like feeling SO sick.. sheesh. ugh. have ANOTHER blue-black on my knee...the one i got the other time from swans rehearsal [cuz at the end we have to end in a pose on our knees] wasn't really visible anymore and i just had to go bang down on my knee so hard. but i was really really tired. everyone else was. except maybe for christina. cuz she came at 7pm only...yep..i helped her bring back her tutu cuz she was going to skool after ballet... hrmm...must remember to write my name on my shoes later...and to pack all my ballet stuff.
was supposed to pass a ticket to miso for the sunday night concert but my mum didn't even give me the tickets so how am i supposed to pass them to the ppl who i WAS gonna invite. so maybe tml have to ask my dad or sumthing to go earlier to her house at farrer court there and then go to UCC at 10.30am. suppposed to reach there at 10 am though.. hiaz...wat to doo.... oops. guess my mum isn't going for Family group. cuz she has to finish up the 50 bouquets of flowers for tml's concert. yep. the flowers smell super nice. that kinda flower smell. heh.((:
bad thing is, i still have to find ppl to take the 2 tickets. if not so wasted. sheesh. no one is able to make it. like, all those i asked, didn't even bother to ask their parents or sumthing. -.o which is so UGH!! except michelle of course. gave me answer about a week ago. well.. uhm. i've forgotten wat i wanted to sayy. oh yes. won't be able to join church activities on sunday. heh. concert and everything. but i remembered i can give miso the ticket on sunday too. sheeeeesh. WHO WANTS TICKETS!!! yep. gotta find ppl. TWO [2]TICKETS. anyone wants them?????
im hungry. those stupid cheese fries gave me diahohohrheaaa. however it is spelled. and it's the cheesefries cuz both my and my younger bro ate them. yup then ate a goreng pisang and nothing else. so im soo hungry now. especially after swans rehearsal.. duh. hahahah. wellll...it's tml already. and i keep making mistakes lah! first time doing it's not so bad...but after keep doing then get tired, that's when i can't do it. so i bet im gonna make loads of mistakes tml. or sumthing. gotta ask God to help me ((:
bah! wanna go FG. shucks. shouldn't have taken so long to find my shorts.
well...better go eat now. before i faint. :\

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

ugh. i hate everbody.
wasted half my holiday morning. can u believe it!?!
sheesh. we were supposed to go for the heritage walk thingy for IH and then we were supposed to meet at 8.45am at the MRT. then my parents go scold me for those stupid dumb tickets for the ballet concert. i didn't even ask them to go buy those dumb tickets. they can give it to all those stinking neighbours for all i care. go scold me just because she bought $35 dollar tickets and spent over hundred dollars on them. so in the end i got there at 9.20am and i didn't see huixin nor denise nor abigial nor claudia. so i just sat there and waited. and waited. and waited. and everyone who just came out from the MRTs was looking at me. probably cuz i looked like i was crying. i cried. sheesh. ugh.ugh.ugh. so i waited and waited, thinking of whether to borrow someone's handphone cuz my parents gave my sister the handphone that was supposed to be for me to use, then at at 10.10am i was thinking whether to go home. can't wait there for nothing. so when i felt better [cuz of my EYES] at 10.25 i went down to the bus stpo to wait for the bus.
evil. can't even wait 15 minutes for me. just left without telling me.
so now my parents are super angry with me cuz no one else except michelle said that they wanted to go. and i dunno abt cassandra cuz she didn't even tell me whether she was going or not so now im in super big trouble. evil. i hate them all. maybe i'll just break my other ankle so i won't have to dance. ever.
so now it's already 11.12am and im not doing the stupid project so during the hols i would have to go out again. UGH. why can't i just fly away to japan for two weeks like my bro whos going on the exchange trip today. yay. he's gone in abt a few more hours. :now wat am i supposed to do? huh. leave me behind to wait an hour. ugh. 15 minutes only. and they didn't even tell me. they called my house and nobody even talked into the phone. stupid right. then call for wat. huh. don't even want to talk. can hear them talking to each other but not in the phone. hate them.
im gonna get something to eat while my parents are still at work. shucks. whose gonna send me to swans rehearsal tml. anyone know how to get there by bus?
oh great. whose gonna send me to the concert. ugh. anyone noe wat bus to take to UCC?
ugh. im outta here.

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