Sunday, August 28, 2005

heya! it's my bdae today! heex! (((:
okay. wanna give a BIG thankyou tot the following ppl!

a BIG GIGANTIC HUG to Miso+Eve, Miao Ying, Huixin, Wan Sing, Cassandra, Denise, Claudia, Yiwen, Abigial and Cheryl SEAH for coming to my bdae party and for all ur prezzies! *muacks!*
And also to Yi Ling, Carol, Aunty Beng Hwee, Aunty Kwai Fong and Nathan for ur cards and prezzies and jelly! ((: heh. oh yar!
and also to Glen, Tabitha, Yipingyy, Gen, Mrs. Seet!... for saying happy birthday to me just now! haha... hrm.and xin kai and all the girls in All Keyed Up for singing Happy Birthday to me at KFC just now during the break at ballet so loudly until everyone at the ballet school on the other side of the building could hear! :\ haha!

yep. tml have ballet again and i have to go in from 6.45. ugh! until 9.30 :sheesh. oh well..it's the last practice already then it's at the theatre already! so fast! heh. just now my mum asked me to ask my frens if they wanted to come and watch my concert so i did! and u noe wat? she gave them away to my neighbours before i even got my frens reply. and she gave this girl, abigail, one of my neighbours' frens, a ticket!! ugh! so now i dunno which aunty is coming to watch. but i don't even want THEM to come and watch. get free ticket somemore... i want my frens to come and watch! not THEM! sheesh. and cuz nothing's confirmed abt my frens so can't do anything. and it's like not nice to take tickets back but i DON'T WANT THEM TO WATCH!! especially that abigail person. why does she get a free ticket anyway. it's not like we're very close to her. anyway. if my frens are coming im gonna take those tickets back. so they better come. i really don't want them to watch lah. why did my mum give away the tickets so fast anyway. and to THEM somemore. sheesh. sheesh. UGH.

bah! gotta do homework. seeya.

brendA. out
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

owww! my eyes hurt...from staring at the com too much. anyway. i got accepted for the baptism! whee.. heh. and my bdae's coming up! this Sunday! im having a party this saturday. and just now at school i was like SO sad cuz i found out only 2 or 3 frens were able to make it! :
yar. so i panicked! and quickly asked claudia and huixin to find frens to invite. and i didn't really thought of inviting ppl from my class cuz im not really close to them or anything, so yar. but then since huixin kept saying wat abt her? wat abt her? then i tot hrm.. i COULD invite them.. and i did!so now 7 ppl are coming to my bdae party and i asked another 3 classmates. i hope this isn't the worst bdae party ever! my THIRTEENth bdae! dunno if that really should be very like..u noe.. TEENager important bdae thingy.. but seems like this year no one had a bdae party..in my class lah..and its like 13th bdae! heh. so i guess cuz everyone would rather go out and take NEOPRINTS! -.-'

it's okay if they just take a few i guess. but CRAZY when they spend over a hundred dollars on them.

yay! tml The Swans reheasal again. i LOVE pointe shoes now..cuz it feels MUCH more comfortable than when i first tried it. ((: so it's super fun now! and last sunday the rehearsals i managed to get the timing correct! hee hee ehee... can't wait for tml! and tml tml when after rehearsal have the party [so fast!] and on Sunday no baptism classes so can EAT lunch then go for ballet until 7! ugh! i dun like the long hours..but can't be helped. im in four dances! haha and the total cost of my costumes is about $297 i think. heh. oh yea. it's my bdae on Sunday so hope we have DG lunch. it's quite umm..weird? or sumthing..cuz every year only celebrate hsiu chin's bdae cuz it's in Jan, then the rest of the DG never get to celebrate together or anything. happened last year and carol said this year must celebrate everyone's but never. so sad ): i want a birthday tart!!! how come i never get one!?

we have a DG blog! it's http://92galz.blogspot.com
heex. i just changed the layout this afternoon. quite nice leh! haha.. but i have no idea how to host the pictures...so yea..and also, if u change ur font to wingdings and press u or V u get a cross! heh..just wanted to type that. heh.

i don't think there's anymore tests already..for now..exceptt the higher mother tongue oral test! bleah! supposed to take today but those who didn't want to can go to the class next door so almost the whole class went to the next class and did maths :P but cuz today was Miss Ying Day, so we had nine periods with her on thursdays, and since she already taught us everything, we didn't have anything to do just now..so i just fell asleep on my books, and i don't think she saw. but we weren't even doing anything! so yar.. i drew pink flowers on my finger nails! the ones on my left hand are still on! but the ones on my right all fell off ): so sad. haha cuz i think i dun use my left hand as much for writing and stuff.. so yea haha!

anyway..gotta bathe. so late already! its almost 8pm heh.

brendA. out
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

oh noo! have the baptism interview tml! ahh! noo! so scary! oh noo! and wat if im not readyand can't get baptised?! noo! i..i..ahh! *sobs*

anyway...my bdae is coming!! next sunday! whee!! I WANT JOLIN'S NEWEST ALBUM!! that j-game onee!! eee!! so nicee!!! hope someone sees this!!heh.
who wants to come for my bdae party??((((:

oooo..tml have ballet rehearsal again! it was quite fun last sunday! heex. but then after that my ankle got worse and i didn't wear the bandage to school the day after so ahh! and yesterday had The Swans rehearsal too..so i got worser! and i'll be so dead if i can't perform in the show. ): after tml's practice and monday and next friday and saturday and sunday and monday and friday and it's the show alreadyy!! whoot! pray that my ankle doesn't get worser than it already is.

oh the album's called: Jolin 蔡依林 2005 野蠻遊戲
ahhh! so nice! the MVs!!*hophophop*
http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/jolin/p7.php
its the 3rd MV! ahh! soo nicee!

i haven't finished wrinting the invitations..heexx dunno who to invite from church! and from school too..hrm i better go back to my room..so i can do the invitations and stuff...

ahh! the interview!! oh noo...)))))):

brendA. out
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Friday, August 12, 2005

hrm. didn't go to ballet. yep.

today cha cha was FUNN! our class probably has a very high chance of winning the class trophy thingie. haha. purple ties and purple ribbons! but angel went to buy this really really expensive cloth which we did not need AT ALL. and cuted them up into stirps and everyone just threw them away. dumb right? and she wants to collect money for them. we kept telling her NOT to use it. but did she listen? nooooooo. so now the class has to pay her. UGH. cuz she already cutted them up. dumb right? should've listened to us.

wheee! after the individual assesment, Miss Amy told claudia and i that we had good posture and personality. well. i don't think she could tell our personality just cuz we were smiling alot! i think both of us were smiling cuz we were nervous! bleahh.. haha super fun lorrr... hope Mr tan sends us the class cha cha photos! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ((((((((((((((((:
wanna do it again!! hee ehee heeehehehhheheheh!! hahaa.

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i just realised why NO ONE was toking to me on msn! those stupid winks i downloaded kept making the com hang. ugh. now i hate those winks. howww. shucks. no one is toking to me at all! good thing cassandra came online and told me it was killing her com or sumthing.

i STILL haven't written my testimoniall!! due this sunday! bwaaaaaaaaaaah! help!! okay.. better get away from the com! play the whole afternoon already..heh. hrm... :

brendA. out
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

ugh. i SUPERLY hate this. can't the class decide on wat to wear for cha cha test tml!?!? this is SO dumb. ugh.ugh.ugh. why can't we just wear our own skirts? like i mean, not all the same colour same length same everything. i know this show class spirit or watever. but I HATE YOU. whoever decided on black top and white skirt. i mean, YOU have been thinking whether to use BLACK top WHITE skirt since this afternoon! and then change here change there and finally! guess wat! the final decision is! BLACK TOP WHITE SKIRT. sheesh. I WANT TO WEAR MY COLOURFUL SKIRT KAEEE. and bernadine. I HATE YOU. u didn't have to say all that crap to me you know. i thought u were this nice person who's sweet and everything. but nooooooo. YOU'RE SO MEAN. well. everyone! BEWARE. underneath bernadine tan's face is a evil meanie. if seen DO NOT approach! that's BERNADINE TAN FROM 1E4. yes! ihate her.

oh well. that feels MUCH better.

i don't think im in the mood for cha cha anymore tml. Genevieve and bernadine and claudia and they all who made the stupid black top white skirt decision spoilt it. I HATE THEM ALL!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. if i fail cha cha, it's THEIR fault. don't let me wear my colourful skirt. and just because i wanna wear my colourful skirt doesn't mean u can go say all those horrible things BERNADINE. i hope u see this. u're such a mean person.

good thing i have miso to tok to on msn. if not i think i might just go crazy. well. dunno if can cha cha tml annot. i think shuld be able to lah. but of course cannot go ballet. cuz its pointe class. so yar...hrm. it's kinda late already.im still looking forward to cha cha though. so im gonna have to wear the same WHITE SKIRT i have been wearing the past few days, for national day celebrations, to the BBQ at aunty chwee hun's house and just now for The Highwayman. i better post this now before the idiotic internet connection goes wonky again. and then the post ish lost.

brendA. out
@ |9:58 PM|
Tuesday, August 09, 2005

heh. binki's bdae today. and she has her frens over and bongi's frens too cuz tml ish his bdae! bwahaha. anywyay. my ankle's a bit better already. hope it heals before chacha test day!! hrmm.. i want some jelly! and tml i wanna go out or sumthing. haven't finished my hw yet. sheeshh. oh great. bongi's frens wanna play Xbox up here! ahhh! noisyyy! kung fu chaos!! ah! okay not so many of them. only the FG boys. hrm. well laterz.

brendA. out
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Monday, August 08, 2005

the second post on the bloggie thingie always goes wonky. so im gonna type them all out together \:

[6.31pm]

oh man! now i know why so many ppl were looking at me after the performance at the carnival @ marina bay [which was so dumb cuz there was no one watching \:]! cuz i still had eyeliner on my eyes so my eyes looked soo dark. well. they still do now.

anyway, got ballet at 6.45pm cuz i took a place of another girl who was going overseas in another dance. so i needa get ready, but i sprained my ankle on the uneven stage! ugh! sheesh. so maybe i won't be dancing.


[10.09pm]

ugh! i just came back from ballet and my ankle's super swollen and painfulllll!! how am i gonna walk to the fireworks place?? should i even go? my ankle REALLY hurts. and the fireworks are gonna be super super nice. maybe i should go. then i can rewear my red top and white skirt to look super patriotic[sp?].


[now, 11.15pm]

ugh! my ankle REALLY REALLY hurts now. i can't move my foot. it really hurts. the bad thing is, apart from the pain, ish that if it's broken i can't dance!! oh noo! and the ballet concert is in abt 3 weeks time. oh no. i can't dance on pointe this week at least. noooo. and cha cha test is this FRIDAY!!! this is BAD. nooo! i wanna cryy )': pain. pain. pain. swollen ankle. paaaaiiiiiinnn!

well. today had national day celebrations in school. and of course that carnival@marina thing which i wish i had never gone too. especially when there was no one watching.and the stage was so small all of us got cut off. only the main ones stayed.duh. anyway. after that, went with a few sec 2 seniorsto walk walk walk around, trying to find the amusement rides. when we finally found the fun, we sat on a spinning spinning ride, and i think we were the first ones to ride it. cuz the others probably didnt dare to. as in the other ppl there. chicken! haha. and besides. no one was tending the viking ride. so sad ):. sheesh! the went to ride the bumper car. so stinko that one. and so not safe. oh yea. and we had unlimited rides too. complimentary ones. which we totally didn't make full use of. bleah. and i should've bought that roti boy bun or sumthing! it was so nice. but i didn't realise we weren't gonna go back there. cuz we followed the sec 2s to the bus stop and i didn't noe cars couldn't come into marina south there, only public transport. so when i found out from the twins the bus the other sec 2s were in left. then it was like ahhH! wat am i gonna do?! liddat. then the twins were sooo nice. they helped me call casey to ask them to wait for me at the mrt station. and even wanted to send me there and then come back to marina south again to wait for their mum. yup. so i sat bus then mrt then bus again. and ppl were looking at meeee 8 hrm. so i finnally got home, after carrying my today in history book and file in my arms which made them soo achey. and my heavy bag too...
and i came back and wrote the above entry.

i want to go downstairs to get something to eat or sumthing. but the problem is, i can't walk down so well. and it's even worse walking up. especially when my ankle's worst now. very painn. must pray to God...i better to wash up and take out my contact lenses before i go blind. eeks!

brendA. out
@ |10:54 PM|
Tuesday, August 02, 2005

heh. i finally got my haircut today. ugh! i didn't feel like those rich taitais who goes for profesional hairstyling thingy. i wish i did. and it was like so dumb cuz after the hairwash i was just sitting there waiting for someone to cut my hair and NO one came. -.-' so after sitting there and reading my book for abt 10 minutes i asked my mother who was sitting on the other side of the mirror whether i was gonna cut my hair and she asked her hairdresser to ask someone else. and i couldn't see anything cuz i wasn't wearing my specs while cutting my hair so when the hairdresses/ stylist spoke to me in the mirror i couldn't see their mouths so i didn't noe wat they were saying -.-" sheesh! that's why i felt so untaitai-ish and besides, i was in my school uniform ughhhh.
well. that was dumb. and now my hair ish SHORTER. i wanted to keep the length! but that stylist guy go cut it shorter so now the layers are abt the same length as in not very big difference in layers and i looks thicker which was exactly the opposite of wat i wanted it to be. wat kinda stylist ish thish! anyway. can't do anything about hair that has been cuted away already. just gotta grow longer and thicker and then have to layer somemore and they will make it shorter as well and then gotta grow longer again and it will also become thicker again. why can't they just keep the length!? ugh.

Thursday we have to do the Lost Ring play. and it's SUPER dumb cuz it's NOT gonna be counted and we practise ALOT for it. and the highwayman for lit AND the dumb beauty and courage thing IS gonna be counted. sheesh!

i THINK we're gonna perform at marina south the chinese dance thingy. it's on 8 August which is the same day cassandra ish gonna go to Heeren with Hazi and Claudia. hrm. ugh. I WANNA GOOO!! sheeshsheeshsheesh. okay it's latelatelate and there's D&T tml! aaaahh! and IH too. IH ish getting kinda boring i guess. oh well. and i still haven't written my testimonial!! dieee.

brendA. out
@ |10:15 PM|
Monday, August 01, 2005

gotta get ready for ballet class soon. ugh. the scarf one. that's not too bad lah.
man. today was SO embarrasing. i kept falling asleep in class and my head kept going down down down. ughhh! until my face was abt 1 cm away from the table the gloria and claudia nudged me during chinese and science class respectively. ugh. i think both times i got caught. but the teachers didn't say anything abt it. ahh well. good thing miss tan is swopping classes from tml onwards. heh. claudia had to wake me up SUPER many times during IH and the other classes. sheesh.

IH test was dumb. dumb structured questions and source based questions. good thing i didn't go memorise all the stuff. if not all would've been wasted.

ack! needa go get ready for ballet NOW. it's daddy's bdae tml! ahh!!! nothing for him!! how how howwwww!?

brendA. out
@ |7:27 PM|